It seems sometimes that I’m on a biennial cycle for domain name changes. And really once every two years is good. Considering the amount of domains I own and don’t use and the ones I always think I want, I feel like I do a fairly good job of sticking with something at least just long enough for people to get used to it before I change again.
It doesn’t change as often as a hairstyle, maybe, but it’s a similar inclination. I like the outside, the label, to represent the work I’m doing. Even if the reasons for that name choice are only clear to me it makes me feel like I am properly presently myself.
So in line with my other projects this year, this space, is now evereadysmile.com. All previous domain names will still redirect here, so no need to do anything your parts, really.
Of course I did all of this yesterday while this site, and my others, were intentionally blacked out in protest of SOPA and PIPA. Which means you probably missed everything I posted at Love Letter for an Occupant yesterday as well. It wasn’t an intentional taunt, but I got a new camera and was all excited to start posting pictures, the fact that my site was blacked out be damned!
I’ve only had the camera for a couple days, most of which have been spent at work, so I haven’t even had time to photograph anything that wasn’t inside my house (or my office I guess, but that’s even less interesting).
If you thought my web page layout was bright and jarring, well, it’s a reflection of my house and maybe the inside of my brain too. I can’t tell if this is good picture exactly, because when I look at it I simply think about how much I love my bed and how I wish I was in it reading a book instead if in my cold, cold office, or just about anywhere else.
Though everything is starting slow (and thus properly) I think my current projects are going well, both the public and the private. I posted a large self portrait without make up on yesterday on Love Letter and I’m still having pretty conflicted feelings about it (which was the point, pushing limits). It’s funny because I only wear make up, hmm, maybe 40% of the time? Events, any time I have to meet or talk to a lot of people or if I’m feeling either particularly insecure or particularly badass. An astute friend once said to me, “You don’t give a fuck today.” And I thought for a second and said, “No, is it that obvious?” And he said, “Well, you don’t have any eye make up on and you only do that when you don’t give a fuck.” Which is a pretty good summation of the entire situation actually. And yet, while I’m fine going bare faced into the world most days, it feels different to capture on film and leave it up for everyone to always be able to see. As Lyle Lovett says, “Here I am, yes It’s me.” Take from it what you will, because what you see will never be what I intend you you to see, which too, is as it should be.