Today it is 100 days since I quit smoking. I guess I can say I am non-smoker now. Feel free to send me gifts to celebrate this joyous occasion.
Despite all the non-smoking joy I am sluggishly sitting on the couch, uncomfortable and cranky. I can only blame hormomes. Some times being a girl is stupid.
For my entertainment I am watching Victoria & Albert. It’s more comprehensive than The Young Victoria. It is very good, but I have to confess that I liked The Young Victoria better (and not just because of Paul Bettany’s likable Lord Melbourne). Both Alberts are handsome but Rupert Friend is more to my taste than Jonathan Firth. At least as they appear portraying Albert. And man, oh man, after watching both films, I have something of an Albert fetish now. He’s dashing, charming, concerned for the average man and in love with his wife. Also he’s very tolerant. He’s just dreamy. If I was married to him I would have worn black for the rest of my life after he died too. Do I have have anything intelligent to say about history or filmmaking after watching both films? No, no, no. Just Albert is dreamy. That’s all.
I’m halfway done with the black version of yesterday’s dress. So far it’s great. Only the shirring and the hem left to do, but I’ll save that for tomorrow. I also have a skirt to finish (it’s been sitting for weeks and needs only a zipper and some finish work on the waistband to be done), I have a lot of baby sewing to do for various little nibblets (both already born and soon forthcoming) and Libelle wants me to make her a dress (which she–hint, hint–better get on picking a fabric and pattern if she wants it in time for her event). Also I want to make the shirred dress again, this time in a print as I am pretty happy with fit, especially in the lighter fabric (the twill of the muslin is too heavy for summer dress, I can say this for sure after having worn it today). I really need to make a list of all in progress and potential sewing projects and hang them above my work table.
Hmm, after V&A I am going to watch a documentary on the Moors in Europe. And maybe make many lists. I am super behind on list making. Maybe I need make a list of lists that need making. This is an indication of how much better I feel in general, as rather than feeling overwhelmed, I am actually feeling mildly thrilled at the prospect of organizing things.
I think I am going to try this meditation for 30 days. I meditate periodically (and recently less frequently than I’d like) but maybe having a focused list like this and only a short time commitment will keep me inspired to keep doing it until I am focused enough to meditate more seriously.