I am agitated and utterly out of sorts today. I have the peculiar underlying anxiety that I think maybe always comes up when storms are rolling in (need more data to make sure this is fact). My routine was severely disrupted this morning. And while I can do fine with some routine upset, it really threw me off today. Also I had long elaborate dreams about the apocalypse last night That always puts me off my feed as well. To so sum up: lost routine, storms a’comin’, bad bad dreams. Okay, well now that I’ve written that down, it’s no wonder I’m barely functional today. The question is, how do I set myself right?
My options are:
- get out work to-do list and panic over it until I cry
- paint my toenails and watch a movie
- get back in PJs, back in bed and read until it’s time to get ready for work
- pick around and find an unfinished craft project and finish it for the satisfaction of it
- sit and stare
AJAX BELL 
April 10, 2009 at 3:04 pm
I think that I will completely skip number one… not even an option. All the rest sound reasonable, but I am leaning toward options 2 and 3. This sounds like a day in which you really need to take care of yourself.
April 10, 2009 at 5:37 pm
I think 4 will make you feel the best.
April 11, 2009 at 3:37 am
Yes. 100% 4 would make me feel best. I did 3 and it was alright. Then I worked. then I went drinking with my yoga teacher and talked about how much I love you, Rhi.