Author of the Queen City Boys books

it’s a laaaaa-aazy afternoon


I took Ladybug to the airport at 4 am and thus didn’t make it to bed until 5 am. 7 hours sleep should be enough, but it doesn’t feel like it today. What I would like to do is not get dressed, or do anything, and instead spend the day on the couch watching A Walk on the Moon. But sadly, I do not own this movie. I might watch A History of Violence instead. I know, not comparable, but worth it for that scene on the stairs. I have no idea why I am fixating on Viggo Mortensen today. Well I suspect it’s related to my other current masculine idée fixe, but still not talking about that. *cough*

I should clean the house. I should organize the sewing and craft stuff. I should do laundry. I should work on some of the sites I have to finish building. I should write. I should answer emails. I should put together packages to mail. I should I should I should I should I should I should. Gah!!! Admittedly I’m exhausted and I have to work tonight, so I guess I can give myself a pass on the shoulds right now. However I also have to confess I don’t think I deserve the pass, because despite the legitimate reasons, the actual reason I’m not doing more than watching movies right now is because currently the inside of my head looks like this:

cuteboycuteboycuteboycuteboycuteboycuteboycandycuteboycuteboyeatcuteboycuteboycuteboy cuteboysleepcuteboycuteboywinecuteboycuteboycandycuteboycuteboycuteboycuteboycandycuteboy cuteboytiredcuteboycuteboylunchcuteboycuteboycuteboycandycuteboycuteboyfluffypillowscuteboy

Be glad you aren’t here with me right now. I’m even starting to annoy myself. Ladybug is surely glad she is out of town, as she was even subjected to a spaz attack while I drove her to the airport.

Author: Ajax Bell

Seattle author. Stops to smell the flowers. Amateur nerd (I wanna go pro but I haven't found anyone to pay me). Humble hippo enthusiast. queer/bi. they/them.

3 thoughts on “it’s a laaaaa-aazy afternoon

  1. Awww, the inside of your head looks like fun! 😉

  2. Aww, so cute.

    So where’s the line between cuteboy and hotman?

  3. There’s not really a line, I guess, C, rather in one’s interpretation of events. When he’s talking to me about books, I’m all full of cute boy spaz. If there’s a possibility of kissing then he’s all hot man. HEH.

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