I had the craziest dream last night. In which I worked for a corporation, in some distant future, that had perfected robotics and nanotechnology. The corporation was utterly corrupt and sort of destroying the world. I ended up in some epic battle with the evil leader and destrpyed her and also unwittingly unleased all the nanobots into the world’s ecology, where they sort of interbred and ate the entire surface of the planet and all the people, but this wasn’t bad. The nanobots replicated everything, cell by cell as they ate it, so we all still existed, memories, personalities, everything intact, but we were made of the nanobots instead of our regular cells. Some people with careful practice, began to be able to control the nanobots in their bodies, essentially making themselves immune to disease and potentially immortal, able to change their haircolor and appearance at will. They became, in effect, witch doctor wizards, as controlling the nanos was a skill that couldn’t be taught and only a select few developed the skill. All the world’s environmental problems were also solved when the nanos rebuilt everything, and most the large cities were destroyed, the population, what was left of it, was redistributed into small, ecologically sustainable towns.
So, yeah, crazy dream. I often have these insane dreams that have whole plots and character arcs, usually in excellent sci-fi futuaristic settings. I just can’t quite remember them well enough to tell the story, or rather to write the actual story with the intensity that I dream it. I need to figure out how to tap into the dream stories better, so I can write them.
I am doing much better today. Work was crazy busy last night with lots of regulars coming in, asking if I was okay, as most had heard about the robbery through the neighborhood grapevine. And I’m glad everyone is concerned about me, concerned about crime in the ‘hood and all. But maybe I need a pin to wear or something tells people what is appropriate to ask me. I mean, “Are you doing okay?” is acceptable. “Are you traumatized?” is not okay. I’m not sure I can pinpoint the distinction, maybe it was in the way people were asking. Also, so far I am okay, and I’m getting a little tired of the sympathetic, semi-pitying expressions on people’s face when they ask how I am. Ugh. On the other hand, I could use more cuddling, love and telling how I awesome I am from my friends. I guess I just don’t want it half-assed from acquaintances. As always I am a contradiction. I want to be babied and feel taken care of, just only from the people I choose, I guess.
To that end, I had a nice morning, coffee at the new place next door with T-Rider, who is finally back in town. Now I am prioritizing my work task list and contemplating going and getting a pedicure instead of doing work. I should wait ’til Saturday so Ladybug and Miss M can go with me. *sigh* Work it is.
Songs for today:
Whiskeytown – 16 Days [acoustic version] (click to download)
Tom Waits – Ol’ 55 (click to download)