Author of the Queen City Boys books

poor excuse for a eulogy


Hey Jen,

I’m sure where ever you are you can’t read this and I know I’m just writing it for me, but obviously I’m thinking a lot about you. I hope you died knowing you were well loved and many people thought very highly of you. I have a box here of your jewelry and beads and things and I will, for the rest of my life, think of you when I use them to make new things. I hope to pass every one of those thing one to some one who will love them as much as they deserve. I am very sorry for your family, and especially for Robert. I hope he finds peace eventually and hopefully happiness and that in the end, what ever happens in the universe, that you are finally together again. The world is lacking with your absence and there will always be a little piece of my heart devoted to you.

Much love,


Author: Ajax Bell

Seattle author. Stops to smell the flowers. Amateur nerd (I wanna go pro but I haven't found anyone to pay me). Humble hippo enthusiast. queer/bi. they/them.

2 thoughts on “poor excuse for a eulogy

  1. That’s beautiful.

    I didn’t know her well, but every loss of a kind person diminshes us all.

  2. I’ve been thinking of her a lot this week while at the beach. Little things here and there. She was, for me, the very definition of a person that I always thought I’d see again and just can’t seem to fully realize that I won’t.

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